So today was a pretty good, very relaxing day. Although there are tons of things that make me want to "what if" all day long, there's all sorts of things on a daily basis that make me just want to go crazy with thinking about the future and all the shoulda, coulda, wouldas of it all. But I refuse! All it does is mess with my head and makes me over analysis and that doesn't make life any easier, or make it any easier to focus on God which I'm determind to do! So until the seeking continues passionately and ernestly!