The Way I Loved You
Taylor Swift
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable
But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now
I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable
But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now
I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
i feel like the last few days have been a complete blur. all i want to do is sit in a corner and cry. im not truly sure how i feel about any of this. hes a good guy and i should like him. hes the safe choice, hes sweet and funny and thinks i hung the moon and the stars but the fact is hes just that, the safe option. ill take heart break over safe any day. in the end it was all very nice but the fact is i left and i felt fine; thats all, i wanted to feel sparks or butterflies or something i use to feel but the fact is i didnt. i felt longing. i dont want to be with the other guy right now, i dont want to worry about a relationship right now but i cant help but wonder if ill ever stop comparing. if ill ever stop going on dates hoping the other guy isnt upset about it. i shouldnt want to be with you but the fact is when he kissed me or held my hand it wasnt the act of doing so that was weird it was the fact that he wasnt you. that i get more butterflies when im going to church and i know youll be there than i did going on my first date with him. someone came up and asked about him after church last night and all i could think is Lord please dont let them think we're together. i hope i dont feel this way forever maybe it just wasnt right with this one guy but what i do know is as much as im not ready for a relationship even with you im also not ready for one without you. i havnt healed even though i pray everyday i will. i know no one understands and maybe ill regret all this in the end but i cant snap my fingers and just get over what we had, so the other night maybe you were talking about that guys tires and maybe you were talking about me(i dont think so) but the fact is yes i know im giving you the upper hand but im sick of the break up game and i think ive gotten enough points as it is. because weather everyone sees it or not i am moving on and i am getting use to my new life but the fact is im not ready for much else. because when i was with you i always had butterflies but i was comfortable and i know i will find that again one day but i cant force it just to get over you quicker. im so happy were friends again and hopfully this wont mess my friendship up with either guy but as stupid as i maybe for it, its how i feel and ill stop comparing one day...i hope.
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