If You Really Knew Me...

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much i love to help people

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how desptitly i want to please God

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much i love caring for people and how much better i feel about myself when i do

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much i want to be a mom one day...in many many years!!

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much im concerned daily about being a good wife and wanting to be the best person i can be for him

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how deeply i love, and how i want to do anything i can for anyone i care about.

If you really knew me youd know, youd know id do ANYTHING for my future husband

If you really knew me youd know, youd know divorce is not in my vocabulary and is out of the question. id rather not get married.

If you really knew me youd know, im terrified of failing

If you really knew me youd know, how much i want a normal family life for my kids, the kind i didnt have

If you really knew me youd know, youd know i want to go back to alaska more than i can explain

If you really knew me youd know, youd know that when im truly in the middle of an amazing worship service i get transfered back to the little sactuary in alaska, thats always where im worshiping.

If you really knew me youd know, how much i love people playing with my hair

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how i wish id done better in school

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much im determind to just focus on me right now

If you really knew me youd know, youd know if i dont tell you what i want its because i truly dont care!

If you really knew me youd know, how much i love organizing things

If you really knew me youd know, youd know how much i love serving people

If you really knew me youd know, how adventurous i am at heart even if im a chicken before hand

If you really knew me youd know, youd know that i want to go one a multiday hike

If you really knew me youd know, that as much as i hated how i grew up, im thankful it made me who i am

If you really knew me youd know, that if your there for me i become alittle dependent because not many are truly there

If you really knew me youd know, all i want to be apprieiated, just a please or thank you!

If you really knew me youd know, how much i value respect.

If you really knew me youd know, i will be the kind of wife, in the kitchen cooking dinner when my husband gets home, in my apron and high heels. im very susie homemaker.

If you really knew me youd know, that if i love you i will go thru or put up with anything because i believe love should have no limits or conditions.

If you really knew me youd know, im terrified of turning into my parents

If you really knew me youd know, i recently have started to feel like a grown up and start to move on and i cant wait for it to continue and see where it goes.